4 short days from now I am headed back to the Amazon for two weeks. Two weeks of ministering to children along the Amazon river and in the jungles of Peru. Excited – yes. Scared – no. Knowing it is going to put me through a “refining” process again – I AM all in. For now I ask for your prayers. For safe travels. For open hearts. For keeping me second behind God – letting Him drive and show the way.
Always, always, always right before a trip like this, one that is straight in line with God’s purpose … things unravel, relationships, work, family, money, health, lack of time – whatever it is – when you are on purpose, the pull to get you off course is strong. Anything and everything is thrown at you to stop you from doing “Kingdom work.” NOT this time. I will admit that I have tried to talk myself out of going this time just like all the times before… I love it, enjoy the times spent “in the field” and yet right before I head out there is this “fight” within me. Trying to justify why I should stay home and leave the ministering and hugging and loving of children to someone else. And…as much as I tried to “rationalize” it – the stirring inside me won’t let it take hold. Thank God. Thank Him for that “stirring.” God’s timing is always perfect and I am going.
So my friends, humbly I ask you to keep this trip in your thoughts and prayers. I’ll write when I get back. Maybe, unlike last time, I will detail the entire trip and not stop midway! Apologies. Hold onto your seats it’s going to be a wild ride. Hearts touched and lives changed. Mine too!!!!!
In His Mighty Grip Again,
Stephanie
My dearest gift from GOD. I have had difficutly sending this, hope this one comes through Yes, prayers and thoughts of you and the group will have an exciting and safe journey. As you said, the emotions can play opposite to your core, but GOD wants you to along to share you open caring heart. You have always gravitated toward the less fortunate and lonly since elementary school and been adventurous as Mommy was and hoped you would be—just not in the areas did we ever think. GOD IS YOU LEADER and so HE will watch over you and bring you back with even more stories of jungles and young children. Dad would be appalled, but he will also be watching over you. It will be an adventure for us all once you are home with stories that only you can bring to life in a positive manner. I shall be waiting for the 16th—17th of Sept to arrive and the Hi, Mom, I.m home. GOD BE WITH YOU and may this be a wonderful experience once again. LOVE FOREVER, mom
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